Lately, I’ve been feeling quite disconnected. Quite lost, actually, as in ‘’where is this all going, why am I here, why am I still here and why the F* is it so cold outside already ’’ kinda lost…. 😉

As this sort of intense questioning is pretty common for the people of my generation, it doesn’t necessarily make it easier to deal with. Pretty much every year, 2 weeks into December, and right before the start of another brand new 365 fresh days, I get this urge to know precisely where I’m heading to and how I’m gonna get there. And all of this in advance PLEASE. Oh, how I’d love to be able to predict the future!! Maybe it’s the snow, maybe it’s the cheesy Christmas music everywhere, maybe it’s the fact that I’m turning 30 years old in 2017, or maybe that’s just how life goes. How it is suppose to be.

So this year, I’ve decided to let this existential crisis come at me, and be. All those questions, silly or not, all those emotions, all this uncertainty, all this discomfort. I have decided to accept that since I can’t predict the future, there is no reason for me to be anxious about it. That since I can’t control every aspect of my life, there is no need to be frustrated about anything and everything. In 2017, I have decided to take care of myself.

A friend once told me that wherever you are in your life, you are always exactly where you are suppose to be.

So, if you are lost, then be it. Question yourself, questions your ideas, your intentions, your goals. If you are lost, remember that you are only on the way to finding yourself.

This is going to be a good year.